As mentioned previously, there were many incidents in life that occurred and I had little control over, even now I feel very insecure in society and do not look at people at all, particularly if they are looking at me.

Not long after the incident at (large company) my parent packed up and went to Kempsey, North Coast NSW. They were there for 16 years then came back to Sydney in 2008. I stayed in their house at Malabar with my (Slow brother) minimal communication, and the last thing said to me at the time by Mother was, Michael will take care of the house, you can stay here if you want. I had always known that Mother had spoken derogatory about me for years, and had said to her many times => do not talk about me to anyone! I had to make it clear to her not to talk about me (but she still did). I was never sure about what she was saying, but only new it was not good and was probably why no one ever spoke to me. Even when relatives rang and when people rang for my brother, I was never given hello or a talking to at all, it was just as if I was in their way all time (and I probably was).

My cousin said to me about one year ago, that she did not want me around her house and I had never been there anyway. I have never been invited to her house and know that she had spoken to my younger brother not long before that. (2+2=4) and I don\’t like the stupid woman anyway. At this time, I say the same thing to my father because he does not want to know to much about things, the rest of them (family), do not know what they are talking about and what they do know is wrong, concerning me. From a young age, I had always known there was some kind of difference with me but had no ideas what it was throughout my life, and up to the time I moved to Warwick Farm, I had always felt trapped living with my family. There were many times up until then, I had thoughts of suicide because this was not the world I wanted to live in. I just didn\’t want to be here even though I loved the world and wanted to loved the people too.

Various times I had been to the doctor when there was trouble at work and tried to find out why I was getting sacked all the time when I was good worker. The doctors found it difficult too because every-time I went to see them, I was depressed and in a confused state, depression and thought disorder was the diagnosis at the time and also schizophrenia was said to me, because I always referred to other people, what they were doing and saying about me. Everything was blamed on me and this was literally sending me out of my mind. I had no friends, no support and I was very confused.

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